I recently had an interesting and intense situation that allowed me to play with reality and consciously, physically, experience the Creation effects of my thoughts.

It started when I attended a meeting.  I didn’t know the other people, although I had heard of them, and they also didn’t know me but knew my name.

I can only relate my perspective of events, and I am aware that there are other perspectives involved.

One thing that stands out in the state of society right now, in all of its divisiveness, is that every person’s perspective is right for them.  We all tend to think that OUR perspective is correct, and it is, but so is everyone else’s to them.  So ultimately maybe we can at least try not to judge others so much?

My 1st Insight:  How We Create Negative Energy

In the meeting, from my perspective, I felt that I was not treated with unbiased professionalism to the point of being outright verbally mocked and attacked.  (Note: I am not saying this is true from any viewpoint other than my own.)  I left the meeting feeling shocked and disappointed.

Over the next few days I told several people about my experience.  There was a part of me that really didn’t want to spread negative energy, however I did it anyway.  I’m human and I was completely in the human experience of it all.

I expected the initial reason for the meeting to resolve itself, but it didn’t.  It actually got worse.  Will I need legal assistance?

At this point, I started to really look at the ENERGY of the situation.  My thought was “Self, you’re an energy healer.  How can you work with this energy and change it?  You need to stop being negative, judgy, and lighten up!”

I meditated and asked myself what to do, how to shift the energy.  I heard “Remember, life happens FOR you – for YOU!  Not TO you.”

Ahhh, that’s right!  This entire situation is here completely for my personal benefit, to learn from, to play with, to grow.  All the people involved are just actors playing a part in MY movie!  Wow, they’re doing a fabulous job!

In the meditation I began to vividly see that every time I told the story I was literally creating a ball of dark messy energy, negative and heavy.  Every time I talked about it, thought about it, dwelled on it, made this ball bigger, darker, heavier.  I CREATED THIS!

Ok, so I built a yucky mass of particles.  I transformed the wave into form via my thoughts and feelings.  I have to shift my thoughts and feelings.  Decision.  Done.  Work with it, keep coming back to neutral until it’s easy.

I try to thank the situation, express gratitude, but it doesn’t feel 100% genuine.  I still have negative residue.  The situation is active and causing problems in my real life.  I even asked a couple people for a referral to a lawyer.

BUT, IT’S MY CREATION.   See ‘Part 2’ for what happens next.